Phobic D20 (06/28/2013)

This morning i woke up and barely remembered a dream. I was driving my BMW528Xi with my wife on my side. It was a sports ground. Like Automobile sports. I was one of the participant and i had a inclined ramp in front of me with little space for me to steer with all the crowd cheering around us. Poeple were even cross the path i approached very slowly towards the ramp. I tried to position my car in a such way i accelerate with speed and get onto the ramp but took two three mins to do that. Finally i found a good position and accelerated up the ramp and the ramp was made of wooden floor and iron fencing. I tried to steer carfully through the ramp/bridge which would lead me to an unknown place which iam not aware of.

Then my acceleration got out of control and my car hit the fence and got shaked up really well and then front right tire slipped and lost its traction on the bridge and pulled the rest of the car into the valley. I didnt even know what was down there if at all we were going to fall down. Then my car rolled over but i dont know how but myself and my wife were standing outside the car now and wathcing our car rolled and falling into the valley which was some kind of a dam with water gussing through the pipes in a confined region. Our car fell from the bridge into the gussing water. It dipped deep and then rose above. We would now able to see the water filling up inside tha car and then it drowned.

Series of Unexpected Events - D19 (06/21/2013)

I was fighting with a guy on the hill side at night. This was in India. He was having a pistol in his hand but i somehow managed to get hold of it. I was trying to shoot him but i was not able to do so. He fell on the ground and i shot him in the chest. No sound no much drama as we see in movies. its over. Now i have to cover this up somehow. His mother was waiting for him and i know i fucked it up really good. I cut it and then walked on the typical old style indian city streets. Then went into a house proposedly my house or the victim's? I was not sure. Though i vaguely remember i think i also shot another person and was trying to cover up. I also remember packing in a cardbox of size of a shoe box. I stopped smoking the day before this dream and this dream was dangerously violent. Any connection? Is it Possible? Should figure out.

D18(03/31/2013)

I was living with friends. Both girls and boys. All new to me so i kept it to myself most of the time. One of my good friend who usually always fights with me and i tease him is also living in the same house. Others didnt know that we are friends. One day a guy was explaining an incident at his workplace just to pass time in the evening. I joined late in conversation so i asked what was it about. He started explaining from the beginning and he asked a question while he was telling narrating that incident. He said we usually have interest to know other people, right? for which i answered hell no. I told him i never waste my time in knowing others life unless and until they are really interesting personalities. Everyone laughed and some took it seriously and some got offended.
Then this friend of mine walked in here and there with his typical historical walk and style. Then i was not able to control the laughter so i exploded laughing. He too started laughing and everyone asked do we know each other and we said yes.
Next i remember is that i was driving with my wife in my car which i bought recently. It was a highway and all of the sudden i hear some strange noise inside the car like a mechanical problem. Except the accelerator nothing was working and we were at high speeds. This scared the shit out of me and only option i got was to pull the hand break. But it would be risky so i slowed for sometime then found a good place to stop on the curbside of the highway then pulled the break. It worked fine but i dont know how it happened we got off the highway drifting through the grass and onto the streets which resembled me of typical Hyderabadi Indian Streets.
Finally after a great difficulty i stopped the car but it eventually landed on another car but then i tried to get it off and tried to park my car beside the other car i ruined. Then i got off the car looked around it. Car's trunk/back side had huge dents on it and also the front bumper. Inside of the car was wet and muddy due to the grassy slope we drove by while getting of the highway.