Terror Attack D-5 (11/28/2010)

Our family was living in an apartment across a road. We were able to see the main road diagonally. One night there was a hell a lot of noise outside by the huge number of crowds shouting for their lives. Actually many people were living on the median between the two lanes of the main road. They were living in temporarily construction houses with metal sheets which are supposed to be used to cover houses. But his night some really powerfull men came with huge monster trucks and bull dozers to demolish the houses on the main road. They were also killing people whom they find on the roads. I along with my family was seeing these events thru the window. Powerfull men were dressed in dark blue outfits resembling that of a navy commanders. They used horses to access the streets and kill poeple. This moment so terrifying already then we came to hear from some lady commanders from the street after they saw me and my family. They were shouting, "Indians over there" on the apartment. Kill them and they were also trying to shoot at us from the ground.

There was a great panic now at our house. I only remember my dad beside me this time. We tried to close our windows and last thing we saw outside the window was a huge battalion of commanders on horses were rushing towards our apartment after the lady commanders ordered them. We were now in a great fear. Then i slowly tried to understand that it was actually a South american country we are living in. And flashes of prior knowledge came into my mind that. Though the cost of living is very less in South American countries we will surely pay for that as the living conditions are terrible over here and cost of life is also very less. Now my dad was asking me to hide inside our house and he said he will take care of the commanders. Then i was very much worried about my dad and i asked to go inside instead. I pulled out a huge sword from our kitchen. and waited at our entrance door for the commanders to attack. Noises from the window were getting louder and louder suggesting that the battalion and the truckers were just beside our apartment and there is very little chance to escape. I was sweating like hell and i found out a shadow from our window beside the entrance door. It was of a Commander.I dont know why the door was open and he kicked the door open and tried to attack me with his sword. I was strongly defending him but i was trying to chop him off but i was not able to do that though i got a chance. I striked him thru some little scars on his face and some strikes on his arms then i determinedly hacked my sword vertically onto his forehead. Then my dad came to me and asked is he dead. I said yes.

Chase D-4 (11/27/2010)

I was staring at few kids and few men on the rad right in front of my building. I was standing on third floor. I was wondering what is going on and suddenly a car came fast into the street followed by a Police car. But the first car breaked suddenly as they were many kids on the street. Seeing the car every one moved away and then the car went on its way followed by police car again. I was still watching down the street suddenly a Bearded man probably a police was goin thru the same route the car went i mean he following the car on a scooter. He was so fast that he cudnt control the speed at a turning hence went and hit the compound wall. He fell onto the ground and the scooter fell on his right leg which he already folded sharply. Being an old scooter with rusted sharp edges, it chopped his leg off and i found blood on the floor.
I avoided seeing at him by turning my face and was going inside my house then i found my dad who just came out of the house hearing the noise. I gestured him saying, "plcchhh".

Then after few moments i was standing on the street or road then many police cars have been goin thru our street. My Mom was also with on the street. Seeing many police cars i told my mom to leave the place. She said ok and we were taking a short cut to our house as we were few blocks away from our house. Then inorder to reach home, we had to cross a railroad crossing but we had over bridge so we went upstairs. While going onto the overbridge thru stairs i was looking at the functioning of the railroad tracks and their movements. In a blink of a second my mom crossed the bridge and went out my sight. Now i shud cross the bridge to get home. But i was shocked to see that the bridge was an Old wooden bridge which swaying in air loosely connected with some wooden blocks slipping off the bridge.

I was scared and had to cross it to get over. Then i tried to hang on to one of the walls on the bridge. These were wooden walls too and very weak. So i tried to hang on to them but i lost my grip so i was swaying in air like a Bungi jumper and i cud see the rail tracks below my feet. And it was not a big height so i slowly dropped my self onto the ground i.e onto the tracks and i was trying to cross it towards the platform. Suddenly i found a train trying to switch tracks which i thought they did to save me. Then i tried to run a hard as i can and finally got onto the tracks and ran towards the outlet of the railway station before anyone cud notice me. I found crowd walking here and there and i crossed another platform. Finally i found the outlet gate and went onto the streets. I found shops on the street outside the railway station which were selling video games for 500 and i tried to negotiate with them for 450 then multiple numbers came into my mind and finally i gave up walking down the street.

Weird Lunch D-3 (11/22/2010)

I was trying to go some place to have some food and also some other main reason. I was foot boarding on a helicopter with another new guy who was confident and not at all scary of the helicopter ride. He was setting his hands free and shaking them with mine. I was lil bit worried about my freefall. Then we landed in some wooden house. My friend Abhinay was with me while i was climbing up stairs. We were trying to go to some place to have lunch. the place was totally dark with some green lights lit up here and there. It was a set up like that of Pokiri den scene. My friend abhinay found out that they are seving lunch there and asked me to compromise and have food there itself rather than going out somewhere. He found out some rice in plate with some gud aloo and cauliflower curry in a dish. I was searching for my plate and i found out a plate somewhere in between people who were already having lunch. I bought it and was having food and conversating with my other friend whom i dont remember but he was not abhnay anymore.

Mixture D-2 (11/17/2010)

I was driving on a road filled with crowds of school children of which some of whom i know in my childhood. I was trying to escape from some of officials as i was deprived of job. I was still working though out of work so i was escaping from being found out. I was arguing with people about a fixed range between 6-7 and asking them under which category that range falls. No one was answering but they were just arguing.

Hi-Fi Conference D-1(11/14/2010)

There is a meeting going on and i was sitting on a couch behind the Chair's seat. It was a black couch. I was sitting on a couch because i had no seat available on the round table. Round table was dark brown and most of the people seemed to wore brown too. The conference room resembled me of a Old Fashioned Europian Library. It had a very high ceiling and walls. Wall on the left side of me were transparent with glass windows but i was not able to see anything outside as the sun was shining onto me very sharply. Wall on the left of me was a bit dark and is stuffed with wooden artwork and book rack's. I was talking in the meeting and also roaming here and there. When i was talking i felt as if i was on phone in the conference and kept on argueing about some issue's. After a while i came to know that everyone was watching me including the chair person. I was feeling hot in the couch as i was covering myself with a comforter. It was too hot also becoz of the sun shining directly onto our faces. The chair concluded the meeting by switching off the dial in phone and someone was approaching me so as to discuss about the issue which i was argueing on. I was bit freightened initially but later it was ok. Only thing troubling me was the heat inside the room which was totally unbearable. I wrapped my comforter and throwed behind the couch and was ready to leave the room along with the two people who were waiting for me to accompany them. While wrapping the comforter i was thinking that who the hell in this world would bring a comforter to a meeting and i was also thinking that what would the other people especially the chair person feel about my comforter and my arguement.

I woke up to find my self sweating as i was sleeping right beside the heater.

The Only God I know - Mother

When i had a recent discussion with my friend about the existence of god, i told him that iam an Atheist to the core and i have strong reasoning and sound knowledge of how the concept of god, religion and spiritualism function all together. But when my friend told me that there is some power always guiding me and always with us and superior to us, that is God. I was silent when he said that because i was not in tune with was he said. Instead what i really feel is the power always guiding us, always with us and always taking care of us is not really any other but Mother's Love, and the only god anyone can have is Mother. 
I have copy pasted the below passage from some article i found randomly which is very much apt to fit in my post. The below describes the Eight lies a mother had told to her child in his lifetime. And they all all are in his narration. I was so moved with what i read that tears filled my eyes immediately. So just thopught of posting it on my blog.


1.The story began when I was a child;
I was born as a son of a poor family.
Even for eating, we often got lack of food.
Whenever the time for eating, mother often gave me her portion of rice.
While she was removing her rice into my bowl,
she would say "Eat this rice, son. I'm not hungry".
That was Mother's First Lie

 2.When I was getting to grow up,
the persevering mother gave her spare time for fishing in a river near our house,
she hoped that from the fishes she got,
she could gave me a little bit nutritious food for my growth.
After fishing, she would cook the fishes to be a fresh fish soup,
which raised my appetite. While I was eating the soup,
mother would sit beside me and eat the rest meat of fish,
which was still on the bone of the fish I ate.
My heart was touched when I saw it.
I then used my chopstick and gave the other fish to her.
But she immediately refused it and said "Eat this fish, son.
I don't really like fish."
That was Mother's Second Lie.

3.Then, when I was in Junior High School,
to fund my study,
mother went to an economic enterprise to bring some used-matches boxes that would be stuck in.
It gave her some money for covering our needs.
As the winter came,
I woke up from my sleep and looked at my mother who was still awoke,
supported by a little candlelight and within her perseverance she continued
the work of sticking some used-matches box.
I said, "Mother, go to sleep, it's late,
tomorrow morning you still have to go for work.
" Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep,
dear. I'm not tired."
That was Mother's Third Lie.

4.At the time of final term,
mother asked for a leave from her work in order to accompany me.
While the daytime was coming and the heat of the sun was starting to shine,
the strong and persevering mother
waited for me under the heat of the sun's shine for several hours.
As the bell rang, which indicated that the final exam had finished,
mother immediately welcomed me and poured me a glass of tea
that she had prepared before in a cold bottle.
The very thick tea was not as thick as my mother's love,
which was much thicker. Seeing my mother covering with perspiration,
I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too.
Mother said "Drink, son. I'm not thirsty!".
That was Mother's Fourth Lie.

5.After the death of my father because of illness,
my poor mother had to play her role as a single parent.
By held on her former job, she had to fund our needs alone.
Our family's life was more complicated. No days without sufferance.
Seeing our family's condition that was getting worse,
there was a nice uncle who lived near my house came to help us,
either in a big problem and a small problem.
Our other neighbors who lived next to us saw that our family's life was so unfortunate,
they often advised my mother to marry again. But mother,
who was stubborn, didn't care to their advice,
she said "I don't need love."
That was Mother's Fifth Lie.

6.After I had finished my study and then got a job,
it was the time for my old mother to retire.
But she didn't want to; she was sincere to go to the marketplace every morning,
just to sell some vegetable for fulfilling her needs.
I, who worked in the other city, often sent her some money to help her in fulfilling her needs,
but she was stubborn for not accepting the money.
She even sent the money back to me.
She said "I have enough money."
That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

7.After I graduated from Bachelor Degree,
I then continued my study to Master Degree.
I took the degree, which was funded by a company through a scholarship program,
from a famous University in America .
I finally worked in the company. Within a quite high salary,
I intended to take my mother to enjoy her life in America .
But my lovely mother didn't want to bother her son,
she said to me "I'm not used to."
That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

8.After entering her old age,
mother got a flank cancer and had to be hospitalized.
I, who lived in miles away and across the ocean,
directly went home to visit my dearest mother.
She lied down in weakness on her bed after having an operation.
Mother, who looked so old, was staring at me in deep yearn.
She tried to spread her smile on her face;
even it looked so stiff because of the disease she held out.
It was clear enough to see how the disease broke my mother's body,
thus she looked so weak and thin.
I stared at my mother within tears flowing on my face.
My heart was hurt, so hurt, seeing my mother on that condition.
But mother, with her strength, said "Don't cry, my dear.
I'm not in pain."
That was Mother's Eight Lie.

 
After saying her eighth lie, She closed her eyes forever!!!

QUOTATIONS-2

Earlier i posted some quotations or sayings which i liked, this post  is a continuation of the same.

When you trust someone trust them completely without any doubt. At the end of the day you would get one of the two; Either a lesson for your life or a very good person.

Soldier: Sir, we are surrounded by enemies from all sides.
Major: Excellent! we can attack in any direction.
(POSITIVE ATTITUDE)

The worst in life is Attachment. It hurts when you lose it.The best thing in life is Loneliness. Because it teaches you everything and when you get out of it, You get everything.

You never conquer a mountain, you stand few moments at the summit and the wind blows your foot prints away.

The Greatest waste in the world is the difference between "What we are and what we could become".

What matters most is how you see yourself.

Some one: why we have so many temples when god is everywhere.
Wise one: Air is everywhere but we still need a fan to feel it.

If an egg is broken from outside a life ends. If its broken from inside a life begins. Great things always begin from within.

@all------source unknown.